I relate so much to what you are saying. Only our infinite God has the capacity to notice and care about ALL the hurt and pain in the world and EACH individual personally. I sometimes wish that I lived in an isolated village with a population of 70 people so that I could notice and care for each one without the overwhelming burden of too much information about too many people. Knowing too much seems to make me care too little, almost as a defense mechanism. I need to stop and pray instead of stopping up my ears when the evil in the world is overwhelming. Because it isn’t too overwhelming for God. But I am ashamed to say that most of the time, I am just too busy with my own little world.
On a more positive note: It helps me to think small when big overwhelms me. This week I had deliberate, civil conversations with two people at school whose political views are different from mine. We talked and listened to each other. It wasn’t earth shattering, but it was something I could do.
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